Not good enough

I still want to apologise, 

I know its never enough,

Although i have my issues,

I dont want to break your trust,

Im ready to address these issues,

My own insecurities,

That honestly,

Im not good enough,

But i need to know i can, 

That you chose me over all the girls,

I guess i need to know it,

Im actively rebuilding,

I know we can be strong,

Thats only if you want to,

Because,

I really really,

Want too.