All the ups and downs
I dont mean to upset you as i know you dont mean to upset me
But it just seems like your fucking with my emotions
The last thing i want is for you to not wanna see me
When ive been dying to see you all day
Its how you deal with things, i understand
But theres no room for how i feel?
Cause right now im a little all over the place, and my feelings dont mean shit
Im not trying to be needy or someshit
Im just trying to have a conversation
And all your walls are up
Just for me to try and pull them down
Everytime i feel like.. everytime things are amazing
Something happens and we take 2 steps backwards
Never moving forward, slowly but inconsistently
A pace that i never seem to feel satisfied with
I dont want this to be the burden of us
But theres got to be a point where its gonna be ok?
When you can trust me
When every other Saturday im at home in your arms
Not with anyone else
I need my freedom too, but i shouldnt have to feel guilty about it
And thats how your making me feel
Put into a situation where i can either go out and you dont wanna see me
Or stay with you and loose contact with my friends
I know its not your intentions to put me in this situation but its just what has happened
I just want you to know im upset with you too
Because no, im not gonna talk to you about it
You already know how i feel
And im giving you your space
I just dont feel like i deserve this
And i am unhappy with this situation
But theres nothing i can do
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