Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Roses Smell Sweet




JULIET appears above at a window

But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
Who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she:
Be not her maid, since she is envious;
Her vestal livery is but sick and green
And none but fools do wear it; cast it off.
It is my lady, O, it is my love!
O, that she knew she were!
She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?
Her eye discourses; I will answer it.
I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:
Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,
Having some business, do entreat her eyes
To twinkle in their spheres till they return.
What if her eyes were there, they in her head?
The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,
As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven
Would through the airy region stream so bright
That birds would sing and think it were not night.
See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!
O, that I were a glove upon that hand,
That I might touch that cheek!

JULIET
Ay me!

ROMEO
She speaks:
O, speak again, bright angel! for thou art
As glorious to this night, being o'er my head
As is a winged messenger of heaven
Unto the white-upturned wondering eyes
Of mortals that fall back to gaze on him
When he bestrides the lazy-pacing clouds
And sails upon the bosom of the air.

JULIET
O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be a Capulet.

ROMEO
[Aside] Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?

JULIET
'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? it is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!
What's in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of thee
Take all myself.

ROMEO
I take thee at thy word:
Call me but love, and I'll be new baptized;
Henceforth I never will be Romeo.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Tears To My Eyes


All the ups and downs
I dont mean to upset you as i know you dont mean to upset me
But it just seems like your fucking with my emotions
The last thing i want is for you to not wanna see me
When ive been dying to see you all day
Its how you deal with things, i understand
But theres no room for how i feel?
Cause right now im a little all over the place, and my feelings dont mean shit
Im not trying to be needy or someshit
Im just trying to have a conversation
And all your walls are up
Just for me to try and pull them down
Everytime i feel like.. everytime things are amazing
Something happens and we take 2 steps backwards
Never moving forward, slowly but inconsistently
A pace that i never seem to feel satisfied with

I dont want this to be the burden of us
But theres got to be a point where its gonna be ok?
When you can trust me
When every other Saturday im at home in your arms
Not with anyone else
I need my freedom too, but i shouldnt have to feel guilty about it
And thats how your making me feel
Put into a situation where i can either go out and you dont wanna see me
Or stay with you and loose contact with my friends
I know its not your intentions to put me in this situation but its just what has happened

I just want you to know im upset with you too
Because no, im not gonna talk to you about it
You already know how i feel
And im giving you your space
I just dont feel like i deserve this
And i am unhappy with this situation
But theres nothing i can do

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Say It

Im not some needy person.
But i do need the reassurance sometimes.
And yes i will fish for attention.
When i feel im not getting it.
But i know you do anything for me.
But its not anything i want.
You dont need to go out and do nice things for me.
I know your not a very verbal person with your emotions.
But thats all i want sometimes.

Wildfox



TL



At this moment in time.
Im too much in love with you.
I dont like putting it into words.
But i want to remember this moment.
For a long time.
Because i know were meant to be together.

I've Just Realised

I havent had the best luck in the friends department, and know how hard it is to find true friends.
My problem is im too giving, and never reaping in the benefits of a friendship.
The answer to this solution is to not give as much, and take more?
Im just not that type of person though, i like giving and in turn expect to recieve when in need?
Thats how it works in my eyes.
An old friend has just started talking to me again?
Other friends have questioned her motives...
But i feel older and mature and possibly feel that she is the same.
Im all for giving second chances and we had a longlasting friendship and we both understood each other.
Comparing to new people i have met, ive realised how hard it is to come by real friends.
So here are to new beginnings, where hopefully i will be less naive.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

So..

Its been about 3 months.
The shoes that i want still dont exist.
Im just after a pastel pink, peep toe, platform wedge, boot!
Is that to much to ask for?
I guess so.
>.<

Newest Wishy

GHD Leopard Styler

Dimepiece Designs: The Mesh Hand Crop Top

If You Have To Cry Go Outside

Camera Tripod
Camera Remote

Canon 58mm Fisheye Lens


Makeup Case







Monday, August 2, 2010

New Loves & Hates

♥Candles
♥BigDickRichy
♥The Hills
♥Cosmo & Kipper
♥Taking Photos
♥The Smiths
♥Lollypops
♥Umbrellas
♥Pole Dancing
♥My Shoe Collection
♥Inception
♥Dreaming
♥MAC
♥Underwear


×Breaking My Nails
×Crying
×Leaving
×Waking Up
×Drama
×Fish
×Shit Pay