Since having to resubmit, ive just felt really down and not myself falling asleep at 7:30 yesterday and waking up at 10 i still felt drained. Today was even worse as i ended up getting a migrane, whilst at work...And finding out that pretty much everyone else has gotten good marks, why me?
All for using fucking cardboard, since the teacher assessing doesnt like it, only to find out someone else had used cardboard and got a credit.
Its bullshit.
Since doing this course i have realised the double standards which apply to differnt people, and how teachers say they never have favourites. Fuck that.
I can pinpoint right now who they would be.
I have worked my ass off this semsester, but what is only noticed is when i miss one day of school and im told that if i turned up i would learn something.
I have been to every image making class but 1.
Whats with that.
I dunno if the teacher is just racist or just doesnt like me...
I know i havent done anything wrong to be judged in this way...
Which makes me ask, would i be happier moving away to study where maybe im given an equil opportunity to be assessed?
Because im not going to give up, i know what i want, and i might not be good at it yet, but im going to do this.
Everyone says its their passion and what not.
But it really is, and i dont care what the teachers say either way.
I have alot i wanna learn and ill be prepared to do it elsewhere if need be.
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