Prime Time

I started my first day at Prime,

First days are always daunting,

Converting from Retail to an Office environment is also very strange,

Ipod while working, mobile phones, messenger services, and own desk...

Its all so new.

I enjoyed my day, not having to please bitchy customers and using my asian nerd skills on the computer.

Although my contract is only until January,

im clearly confident that i will transfer positions!

This is a great job to have a break from fashion,

im just hoping it doesnt kill my hopes and dreams of being a fashion designer,

As this job seems like it will get old quick,

although being simple,

Atleast with an easy 9-5 position i can concentrate on assessing life,

moving in with Richard,

re designing my collection,

and saving.

3 personal goals!

Go,go,go

Deeds Done

Im hoping good luck is coming my way,

after all the things i have done and helped other people!

From working with Sportsgirls Loss Prevention manager Jackie Clarke to inform her about the Store Manager stealing and wearing clothing that she never paid for.

To also helping my friend Shauna get the manager position at Sportsgirl.

I feel like my interview with Prime went pretty well and hoping that my stars are going to give it to me!

I havent really wanted anything more in such a long time, and ive been working really hard.

I just want to get a break from Retail, where i have been working for about 7 years...

Please, please please

Fingers Crossed

Post Melbourne

After last weekend,

Connection,

Compatibility,

Comfort,

Round up feelings at current.

Im glad we talked,

listened,

and understood,

Big questions, and future dreams

We will be prepared, for any kind of weather

Happy Mew Year

So alot of things happened in 2011, but hopefully more will in 2012.

My list of things i would like to accomplish in 2012:

-Re-Paint Fix my Dressers

-Sell at Fash n Treasure

-Finish my Portfolio Website

-Start an Online Clothing Store

-Get a fulltime job!

-SAVESAVESAVE

-Move into Richards

-Learn To Cook Thai

-Finish Reading Booky Wook and Booky Wook 2

-Save up enough Money to Go to USA

-Do more Styling

-Clean out my life

-Design a Collection

-Healthafy my Life

-Exercise More, and with Richard/Friends

Cold Motherfucker

Things have been different for quiet a while,

I know you love me,

But i ain't no child,

Where has all the love and passion gone?

Stressed people and busy times,

Im just trying to make this fucking rhyme,

I really want you to know that i love you,

I dont think you know what ive been going through,

I keep all my feelings locked away,

I say to myself ill tell you another day,

But then you just think im trying to argue,

But my feelings are legit, yet i cant even tell you.

Unsure what to do, or what you'll think,

I know you just think im a crazy bitch,

I just want a cuddle or some sort of affection,

But im pretty much scared, of your rejection.

Needness

I feel the sense of need, becoming stronger

Spiralling my independence

What has come over me?

I had a dream last night, which questions my need to feel secure?

I dont know what i will have?

If you just get up and leave one day?