Closed Casket Requiem

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Please and Please?

Friends seem to be an unreliable source these days.

The old, if you help me ill help you has been thrown out the door.

Its every bitch for themselves.

So it seems.

Though i seemed to be optimistic about that phrase.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I know i will never be your first priority, and i have never expected to be.
But it doesnt mean you have to be a fucking wall tile...
With no feeling or emotion.
I am a human and further more i am a girl.
I need emotion and i need feeling, i need you to communicate with me and i need you to communicate back to you.
All of which i have received none of, you know i dont ask for much.
Fuck. Ive been a little upset, a little down lately, and you have been there for me, but only there in body not mind.
Times like this i need you there, but lately ive been feeling like its a little too much for you.
If you need space say so, but im telling you i need you!
Sure we have some problems like most relationships, but i know we are a fucking good team and i dont want us to be falling apart and shit.
To ensure we dont, a little time and effort spent on little things, will only make us stronger.
Not tear us apart.
Just put in the effort and it will be a win win?
If only you could see that the reason im upset is because your so distant?

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

McQueen

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Friday, March 18, 2011

Etam 2011

Layers..

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.Name: Zoe
Birth Date: August 3
Current Location: Bed
Hair Color: White/Silver Blonde...To be Pastel Pink soons
Righty/Lefty: LEFT
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Selachophobia, Decidophobia, Disposophobia, Lepidopterophobia
Your dream of the perfect date: A nice dinner, lots of kisses, and some sweets ^.^
Goals you’d like to achieve: Graduate with a Bachelor of Design, Start my own label

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it? Need to pee, now more sleep!
Your best physical feature: Hair
Your bed time: Last night 2am?
Your most missed memory: Having Time!!
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald’s
Single or Group Dates: Single
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla for milk product, Choc for other stuff
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee icecream only

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: Maybs
Take showers: Yes, good thing to wake me up
Have a crush: Yes
Like school: Its okies, i have learnt alot though
Believe in yourself: Most of the time
Believe what goes around comes around: Yes mostly
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes, i like to be positive like that
Think you’re a health freak: Not always, trying to be
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yes, only for random things
Been on stage: No, possibly not
Eaten sushi: Yes, Mee's
Been hurt: Yes. Pole dancing hurties
Dyed your hair: Yes, bleach
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: Yes
Kissed the same sex: Yes one time
Got beaten up: Possibly, haha nah im the beater upper :P
Changed who you were to fit in: Nah
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.Age you’re hoping to be married by: Probs between 24-28
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 2 is a good number
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Hazel :P
Hair color: Dark
Short or long hair: Shorter with longer bits
Fat or fit: Cute
Fun or serious: Both is good

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Watching Gossip Girl
1 HOUR AGO: Watching Skins
1 WEEK AGO: Getting ready for Sydney
1 YEAR AGO: No clue, bad memory, ask Richard

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I feel: Sleeps, exhausted
I hate: My body and Face ><
I hide: Emotion
I need: Sleep, and More TIME!
I love: Sleeping, Richard and Sleeping with Richard
LAYER 12: FAVORITES.
Band: The Black Dahlia Murder
Color: Pink, but not hot pink!
Food: Risotto, Mushrooms, Lasagne, Pasta, Vegies
Thing to do: Fuck the list would be too long

LAYER 13: RANDOM.
When’s the last time you kissed someone?: BigDickRichy the other day
What’s your middle name?: Meow
What are you excited for?: Sleeping
Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: maybs
What’s something random about you?: My foot is fucking itchy!

Time

Time is escaping us,
I feel the days are set in fast forward motion,
and the more days go by the less time i see you,
I dont know how to grasp it, but im trying too.
Im just not sure if you have much more time than i do?
The space you like, isnt always what i like.